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So many things have happened since my last blog update, hence i could not think of what blog title should i put.

First of all i been thinking that i should have 2 separate blogs, one for photos one for personal posts. i know i not been posing much. Frankly speaking i do not have the time to really take photos or post

Too many things have happened and i do not know where to start and hence i shall not say anything since is already over.

All the best to my juniors who are performing soon in 60th Beatty anniversary. A few more days to go!

Hope things will be better from now on.

~Weeks has passed by~

About 3 weeks or so since the starting of school, the life in polytechnic is very different from secondary school. lecturers rush to teach finish topics and we have to master it asap if not we be lacking behind. i fall asleep and when i woke up i am lost in class. Till now still quite lost and blur.. but will definitely try to catch up during this labour day break.. well it become a studying day for me as usual.
i dont really believe that i work hard it wont pay off.. so have to try my best.!
Been preparing myself to enter Dragonboat soon as my primary cca. i am afraid that i could not take the vigorous training and opt out or i am not even physically fit to join yet. so i been eating alot of food especially protein  to increase my muscle recovery rate as i increased the reps of my physical training . really wan to join Dragonboat since secondary school cant wait to have the shirt which have the Chinese character "Dragon" on my back. super cool. cant wait but afraid.

Oh well. hope things will become better!..

Orientation Week

Finally starting school soon, dont need to rot at home anymore. I have already end my orientation week in Singapore Polytechnic in the last few days .

Day 1 At first knowing my new class which is DCEB/FT/1A02 is quite awkward as all are strangers to me but slowly i should be more open as i was back in secondary school. It went quite smoothly, actually know my whole class at the end of day one, had fun during the games and amazing race.

Day 2 was boring  most of us slept during the director's speech haha but watched some awesome performance by 2 of our school's CCA which is dance sport and Capoeira  .

Day 3 was our polytechnic flag day, my class was sent to Braddell, we split up and i went with my other 2 class mates which is Louis and Hai Ri to a nearby market place for donations. it is not a very bad place for donations as people have some changes after going to the market. Hai Ri went back first while Louis and I stayed behind and collect some more donations. we then met half of the class at holland village and rest of the class back in poly. We had lunch and a chit chat session after that and indeed we become more close than before haha. 

2013 DCEB/FT/1A02

Ps this is the only class photo i can find haha. Will get a better one next time!!

Monday officially will start lesson, hope can cope with it and do well in it. 

End Of Working Season

I know is late to post this as my work ends last week haha, i have ended my 4 months and a half of  holiday working in Tangs. Frankly speaking i cant wait for the last day of work to arrive.. but when it really arrive i have mixed feelings of it, can say i miss the people there and the work that kept me occupied. 4 days after my working season ends,.. i am seriously bored to death even though i work out regularly now, but luckily i found my favorite Korean drama that i watched years back, so i spend my last remaining holidays just to watch it, my cycle become.., wake up> eat > watch > eat> sleep, i watched until i lost track of time haha.

actually i already find it quite boring and tired to continue watching as i been watching for at least 4 days already . 

Recalling my work life, i learn alot from customer service to cashiering to admin work at office. is indeed an enriching work life for me indeed there is something for me to work towards and work for. 

Poly starting tomorrow another new phrase of life, hope to make new friends and hope that i make full use of my time to learn for the next 3 years

~MY Obsession~

Been quite a while since i post something, life seems too boring for me as in everyday doing the same thing, 7.30am wake up go to work > knock off from work ,> eat > rest > sleeep this cycle repeats for like 5 times a week, as 2 days in the week is my off days.

Decided to write about my obsession as my friend requested for the topic when i asked her.
frankly speaking  i like being mysterious hahaha people wan to know me must mix with me to know me more.

But haha shall do a post of some of my obsession!

Money
Money for now is my top obsession, i felt that i did not earn enough this holiday season, to people around my age thinks having that amount is alot but to me is never enough.. money can be never earn enough (exclude millionaires), I felt there is alot of money i need, in future  i need a house, car, starting up a family also, bills, kids education and so on. people spend a few years just to pay off bank loans and installments which i dont really like, i don't like to pay every month, i just wan to like one shot to get it done those kind. which also reflects my other personality which i dont like to own people stuff. unless they really treat me if not will return what i owe.

Winning
This is my main problem now, and i am still facing it sometimes, i dont know why but i will start to compete with others for position, grade and maybe fame, is like i wan to be the best of the best, the top.
due to this to me my secondary two and three in my cca i fight for power greatly that i feel i did a very wrong thing trying to be the top. frankly speaking even working with friends in the past, i will like try to out beat my friend. i feel i am quite scary sometimes due to this. is like if is too over obsess with it i will do anything to achieve it.


Fitness
My current new goal and obsession is being buffed, i been skinny for too long, and i now train my body every 2-3 days i just really wan my body to be more buffed, due to my height i wan to be more stronger too , i dont wan people to think i am short easy to bully etc. now fitness training become a routine and habit for me. if i exceed 3 days of not training i feel insecure. but i guess is a good thing i train my body up,  prepare to go national service which is 3 years from now, hope to get into the Guards Unit.

Johnny Liu Shuen Wei
Must be wondering why this guy is my obsession,?  i am not gay so dont worry!! hhaah he is my favorite junior till now. i dunno why but i feel more comfortable with him than my other juniors not even those from my cca. maybe i dun treat him as a junior at all, more like a brother or a friend, we looked alike too haha which i found it amazing haha hope to hang out with him more in future especially after his Os.

Time to move on.

Been working till now still got 1 month to go before taking a rest from work, kinda tired of working but.. think of it my job is quite straight forward and easy, so many people envy my work life.
maybe i longing to take a break.. since when the last time i really relaxed myself haha.

Yesterday had class chalet it is still quite fun learn a new game that founded by Jie en haha so fun sabo-ing people ahaha but i could not overnight due to work in the morning.

Work was normal but took 2h early dismiss to go for medical check up, it is filled with people even though i am there super early. but got to bare with it. unexpectedly made new friends there while doing checkup as both of us going to the same poly but just that we are in different courses. we get along with each other like know each other for a few minutes can become friends. just like that
we exchanged numbers and i will try to get a job for him as he wanted to work haha
I also coincidence met one of the yishun town secondary school NCC usm and his friend.  his status as a usm in YTSS made me respect him abit more as YTSS NCC is one of the best unit in central district (if i am not wrong).  Both of them same poly, same school (school of engineering) but different course.
Start to feel like as if i am going into a new phrase of life, making new friends and experience new things.

Some things cannot bare to let go but must let go.

New Year, New Resolution, New Goal.

Happy New Year 2013. i know i am very late..to post this like a month and a week late but actually a few weeks of thinking i consolidate my this year resolutions and goals.
Last year is a bad year for me and my clique. i just dunno why but last year kinda stinks. this year my clique will be split up soon except a few still in same sch and same course,
After my JAE submission i got into Singapore Polytechnic. Civil Engineering with Business. i dont really know what to expect for this year. but oh well will start school at early April haha.
This year resolution that i have set myself is..

1) Be fit be more buff than now as i now like a walking bamboo. i dont want to be skinny anymore even though i know some good points of being skinny.
2) Change for the better hope my flaws will decrease every year haha.

very short resolution but a very big goal that i have set.
1) Ace my GPA in polytechnic and get a place in university. Degree with honors in Civil Engineering.

Actually i have a hard time deciding to fight for  a degree or not. i know i plan very early.. but i wan to have a  better life in the future. honestly speaking my plan is to study until diploma get a job and get married at the age of 25 haha. but nw. study untill degree with honors married at the age of 30 i hope.
i am a crazy guy who thinks far.