~MY Obsession~

Been quite a while since i post something, life seems too boring for me as in everyday doing the same thing, 7.30am wake up go to work > knock off from work ,> eat > rest > sleeep this cycle repeats for like 5 times a week, as 2 days in the week is my off days.

Decided to write about my obsession as my friend requested for the topic when i asked her.
frankly speaking  i like being mysterious hahaha people wan to know me must mix with me to know me more.

But haha shall do a post of some of my obsession!

Money
Money for now is my top obsession, i felt that i did not earn enough this holiday season, to people around my age thinks having that amount is alot but to me is never enough.. money can be never earn enough (exclude millionaires), I felt there is alot of money i need, in future  i need a house, car, starting up a family also, bills, kids education and so on. people spend a few years just to pay off bank loans and installments which i dont really like, i don't like to pay every month, i just wan to like one shot to get it done those kind. which also reflects my other personality which i dont like to own people stuff. unless they really treat me if not will return what i owe.

Winning
This is my main problem now, and i am still facing it sometimes, i dont know why but i will start to compete with others for position, grade and maybe fame, is like i wan to be the best of the best, the top.
due to this to me my secondary two and three in my cca i fight for power greatly that i feel i did a very wrong thing trying to be the top. frankly speaking even working with friends in the past, i will like try to out beat my friend. i feel i am quite scary sometimes due to this. is like if is too over obsess with it i will do anything to achieve it.


Fitness
My current new goal and obsession is being buffed, i been skinny for too long, and i now train my body every 2-3 days i just really wan my body to be more buffed, due to my height i wan to be more stronger too , i dont wan people to think i am short easy to bully etc. now fitness training become a routine and habit for me. if i exceed 3 days of not training i feel insecure. but i guess is a good thing i train my body up,  prepare to go national service which is 3 years from now, hope to get into the Guards Unit.

Johnny Liu Shuen Wei
Must be wondering why this guy is my obsession,?  i am not gay so dont worry!! hhaah he is my favorite junior till now. i dunno why but i feel more comfortable with him than my other juniors not even those from my cca. maybe i dun treat him as a junior at all, more like a brother or a friend, we looked alike too haha which i found it amazing haha hope to hang out with him more in future especially after his Os.

Time to move on.

Been working till now still got 1 month to go before taking a rest from work, kinda tired of working but.. think of it my job is quite straight forward and easy, so many people envy my work life.
maybe i longing to take a break.. since when the last time i really relaxed myself haha.

Yesterday had class chalet it is still quite fun learn a new game that founded by Jie en haha so fun sabo-ing people ahaha but i could not overnight due to work in the morning.

Work was normal but took 2h early dismiss to go for medical check up, it is filled with people even though i am there super early. but got to bare with it. unexpectedly made new friends there while doing checkup as both of us going to the same poly but just that we are in different courses. we get along with each other like know each other for a few minutes can become friends. just like that
we exchanged numbers and i will try to get a job for him as he wanted to work haha
I also coincidence met one of the yishun town secondary school NCC usm and his friend.  his status as a usm in YTSS made me respect him abit more as YTSS NCC is one of the best unit in central district (if i am not wrong).  Both of them same poly, same school (school of engineering) but different course.
Start to feel like as if i am going into a new phrase of life, making new friends and experience new things.

Some things cannot bare to let go but must let go.

New Year, New Resolution, New Goal.

Happy New Year 2013. i know i am very late..to post this like a month and a week late but actually a few weeks of thinking i consolidate my this year resolutions and goals.
Last year is a bad year for me and my clique. i just dunno why but last year kinda stinks. this year my clique will be split up soon except a few still in same sch and same course,
After my JAE submission i got into Singapore Polytechnic. Civil Engineering with Business. i dont really know what to expect for this year. but oh well will start school at early April haha.
This year resolution that i have set myself is..

1) Be fit be more buff than now as i now like a walking bamboo. i dont want to be skinny anymore even though i know some good points of being skinny.
2) Change for the better hope my flaws will decrease every year haha.

very short resolution but a very big goal that i have set.
1) Ace my GPA in polytechnic and get a place in university. Degree with honors in Civil Engineering.

Actually i have a hard time deciding to fight for  a degree or not. i know i plan very early.. but i wan to have a  better life in the future. honestly speaking my plan is to study until diploma get a job and get married at the age of 25 haha. but nw. study untill degree with honors married at the age of 30 i hope.
i am a crazy guy who thinks far.

O level results

The day that every secondary school student would fear and worry had come which happens last week.

feel like blogging today so i shall talk about my results,

Actually i am not really worried or nervous about it, maybe cause i work for too long so the feeling of fear and stuff is gone is because either i prepared for the worst or i am just too busy to even care about it.

on the day itself.. i went back to school with my clique. and just nice we entered school we see our operation manager which is also our discipline master 2 (if i am not wrong..when i see his status in the year book) .

he caught my friend due to his long hair but let us off as our hair is not as long as his but is not short either. he just cut slack on us a little. like not too strict with us.

the first news i received is about my DNT results my teacher told me and my clique that no one scored a distinction.. 

To me i kinda expected it as i did not complete my journal and during theory i almost flunk the whole paper . but my 2 months of effort is wasted..fought so hard for a distinction but in the end. i got a B3.

my grades are like this
English D7

Combine Humans ( History/ Social Studies) A2 

E. Maths B3

Combine Science ( Chem/Phy ) B3

DNT B3

Chinese C6

 

L1R4 18

minus CCA point 16 

Due to D7 for English i only eligible for engineering courses. kinda wasted .. but is alright as i initially already plan to enter a engineering course.

i predicted my score would be 15. so i kinda reached my own expectations.. quite happy for my combine humans as is really my best subject even though i am not a very language person. but i am not a science person too. i have to thank my teacher too. he been teaching me since secondary 3 till i graduate and i am his last student before he took up a position of vice principle in my school.  

my clique most of us did not do as well as expected.. but..we did tried to fight for our o level certificate. not a smooth journey for us since the beginning of secondary five and i am not expecting anything easier in the future.

After everything ends i went back to my friend house to take my bag and go to Toa Payoh to meet my friend to collect my One Piece shirt. is quite awesome haha.

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Despite all these...life moves on ..so when you fall.. make sure you stand up and walk again.

Commitment,Responsibility? The thing that drives me?

                  

Is like my 2nd day officially that i moved up to office for my work, it was a good experience for me for the past 2 days. my managers all seems fierce but all treat me quite good like they were my in-charge but they are not. Some manager give me food like homemade sandwiches and biscuit and say i should eat more as i am still growing and feel hungry during work, some gave me gifts and thanked me for helping out. i feel quite blessed as i feel quite like home as they were taking care of me even though i am just a  normal temporary part time stuff. they call me as "小弟弟" which means little boy in chinese.
even though  i have not see some bad side about working in office. but is my work place for next 2 months till end of march so i have to enjoy working there if not is going to be a hard time for me.

When i am at office i hold some responsibilities which is like i have to work till end of march with kinda fixed day offs. which is every Sunday and either Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday   . and the responsibility of doing my current job scope which is checking of redemption letters and the company online store.
Even though i can like request for a off day but when i think of it. a single day off will result in a lot of pending work needed to be done so i did not request any day off
 the same thing apply when i am at customer service counter.
Every Saturday i will return to customer service counter and work, but when i know counter is lacked of people i would not ask for day offs. i just feel the responsibility is on me or i just plainly work for money.

For the past few days after work i feel nothing. emptiness is in me. i dunno weather isit i lacked of a companion or just because my responsibility have ended for the day and i dunno what to do and what to feel , felt lost? when i work i wan my work to end faster so that i can rest, but after work i feel like working somemore to kill the emptiness inside me. or this is called working life? too used to work..that without working. u feel weird? i dunno.. all i know without this commitment or responsibility my life wont move forward that much.

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Work or stronger bonds?

My job scope will be changing very soon to office work and will have a standard schedule and day offs. at first i am kinda happy that i given another opportunity to work and learn more things in office as such opportunity for a normal part timer is quite rare, 

but i realise that i do not have the time to bond with my clique when my day off are kinda fixed now..realise i have not catch up with them for a while. kinda miss them..

but luckily i working with 2 people from my clique which is also one of my good friends. so i am quite close with them like in school.  

The problem is i kinda emphasis on bonding for my clique but now is also me who make the clique drift apart.. as work kinda cut off my updates of them.. hope we will meet up more often a

Rachel Blingz~

haha first thing first dont misunderstand about my post title!ahaha she is not my girlfriend! , just feel like posting something tonight..Decided to post about her, because when i ask her to name me a topic to post, she say her own name jokingly. ..but haha too bad, i am serious about it. i am just too bored.!!

second thing is i dunno her full name>< hahaha i haven ask her yet.. so thats why my blog title is using her nick surname which is Blingz, which is the same as my contacts in my phone.

Background information 
we are schoolmates just that i am one year older than her. i only know her name back in school due to facebook,never talk to her before. but know she from chinese orchestra and whose clique  is she from.
kinda tall for girls which is 1.74cm.. haha and sad to say it is taller than me by 4cm!!
a Singaporean chinese girl, and a happy go lucky girl to me. Like happy everyday!

How  we started off and know each other? 
actually is quite unexpected for us to know each other and talk.
we started off from a simple liking of a Facebook page. as she asked me to help her liked her blogshop which is http://buytillyoudie.blogspot.sg/ (thank me for helping you to advertise your blogshop for free)  that time typing chinese words to my friend then i lazy to change to english so i replied her in chinese. and she is like replied me enthu-ly which kinda surprises me. haha, so i start to talk to her since then.

My impression of her 
frankly speaking my impression of her at first is totally different from what she told me a few days ago,
i thought she is a very noisy person but she is not haha. maybe is just nice that i saw her in her happy or hyper mood!
i really thought she is not local i thought she from Taiwan or China due to her very fair skin and very chinese looking, (ok does not mean i am not fair and chinese looking) but to me she just looked very chinese which i dunno y.
haha now my impression of her kinda changed. to me she is a type of girl can be very happy at times quite a good friend that can take my spams haha, honest speaking i kinda trust her alot bahs..or isit me i trust people too easily. i dunno! but haha glad to know her more and have a friend like her.