9/11, World Trade Centre

Today is the 11th year and it is same day that the  World Trade Center in the United States collapses in 2001. Is a day that shook the whole world and the day where terrorism became a global threat.
 During the 9/11 attack, the World Trade Centre and the Pentagon is attacked, the both tower collapses and causing a third nearby tower collapse.Many people lost their lives, The economy is badly affected.

Today is always a day to remind the whole world about the danger of terrorism 

we should do our part by staying vigilant when we are outside. and always think of the effects if it really happen to us.
Rest In Peace for those who passed away during the attack and helpers who tried to save the trapped people.

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                     Taken From: http://www.nbc33tv.com/news/national-news/survivor-of-911-attack-on-the-pentagon-decribes-the-attack-in-his-own-words

Prelim Resumes

After a week of holiday i am back to school.. abit odd wearing school uniform again haha dunno why.
had my maths paper 2 today... is quite durable but my mind got blanked when doing trigonometry wasted 20mins doing it but able to speed up my work and able to do the last page of the paper even though didnt complete the bottom half of the graph but is a good attempt by me. i think i have improved but i need to ace maths.!
My History paper did not come out what i studied but haha a good attempt too on source. all questions i am able to do. now is the speed of doing it.
i wanted to study for my physic for tomorrow paper after school but kinda lazy haha and slack with the rest half way keep talk about jobs and jobs thinking what to do after Os end in 59 days woosh!
we played chinese word game is a game that u either say 2 words or 4 words then u have to say another word by using the last word as your starting word. we played for 1hour plus till they have a forfeit which who loses the game have to treat ice cream.. and i lost haha.
we went to 7-11 nearby school and oh my the ice cream so expensive and there is 5 of us >< aaha so we switch to bubble tea!
slacked the whole day..hahaha. so means i have to study hard later. 39 days. full chiong and dont stop, thats my plan but i still lacking my fire. haha shall light it up again and force it to come back to me.

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Taken From: http://blog.openstudy.com/2010/04/28/5-tips-to-eat-right-during-exams/

A Day By The Beach Alone (8/9/2012)

~ A hole that is likely not caused by human but by a crab or some creature~









~Decided to sit further up the rock as is more comfortable~

















~Ships along the horizon ~

~Clear sky with the sun above~
















~Wave clashing on the rocks~













~Wave clashing in~









Today after my maths tuition at park way decide to go to east coast park alone. as my npcc study mates all have chalet haha they leave me alone =[ ahahs joking so yea.. feel like going to the beach again. walked from rock 2 to rock 5.. the old MacDonald is undergoing construction so i could not stay at rock 4 too inconvenient for me even if it holds some of my good memories with her. got my self a bottle of Coke zero and sit on the rock 5 at first i siting at the bottom very near to the water.. but is so uncomfortable so i moved up and sit on a smooth surface. took of my top and just lie there like a dead person haha . around 330 i decided to head back to Toa Payoh and find a place to study. i went to sky garden 12th floor.. is full people and saw some familiar faces there so i decided to go down to 8th floor roof garden. is a very quiet place a very good place to stdudy but quite warm so i decided to go to the library to have air con and study there. even though there is no table for me to do my revision, a single sofa is enough for me. studied my history there and fall asleep most of the times haha even though there is a sign saying no sleeping. but i doze off while reading about Stalin.

Today is a day that i remember most of my times with her.. but is already over. just recalling and misses the times. but oh well i can say is very soon i will move on completely. regrets will turn into a learning lesson even though it cant salvage the relationship but is a mistake learnt that will prevent problems in the future.

Holiday ending in a day. prelims will continue on Monday. time to fight for Os. no more playing. time to get serious. 45+ days left

~Emptiness??~

Its Friday already 7/9/2012 1.10AM . the 1 week school holiday going to end pretty soon.. not very productive this holiday which i wanted it to be. no motivation to push as much as i want.. but did do abit of revision for maths, a good recap for me, spended most of my times at sky garden and playing pool with my friends. been having a very normal and relaxed mood throughout the week until now
dont know why i suddenly feel very empty.. no mood, no emotions. even when playing gunz i do not have the mood to play. dont really feel like doing anything. but also dont feel like sleeping.
whats wrong with me? i dont know. maybe i am tired?  maybe i am stressed out?
feeling alone?.. again? i dont know.
is this the feeling of Emptiness? when you dont know how you even feel?
Maybe it is..
                                                       

                                     

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~Dreams~

Dreams? is what you desire? is what you want? hence you will dream? i did myself a experiment before which is think of something very often and before i sleep. and i really dream of that something. an Chinese idom saying
"ri you suo si, ye you suo meng"
translation means: Day of thought, Night has dream
                           The result of One's thought during the day, is one's dream during the night

it works! somehow my experiment.. but what if you do not think anymore but it come so suddenly.? is it what you truly want deep down your heart? or is it a Coincidence?
to me dreams do affect my decision making sometimes.
some dreams are opposite of reality, some predict the future. or some is what you really desire.
i had a dream last night and it really make me think and reflect again.. but is not something that i wan to dream again i guess??

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Holiday Mood

haha today will not upload any picture that i took. just wanna share what i feeling now.
i just dont have the mood to study much today.. i just feel kinda tired and lazy to start studying. listening to techno music did not help as much as i expected. i do need the motivation to study. left 50+ days or even less to my Os and i still slacking around.. N lvl is tomorrow. so all the best to my friends who are taking it haha
been thinking recently isit really over? have i already accept the fact is already over? is. already a year. i still felt it is yesterday since then. i. did many mistakes by trying to replace her but i know is wrong. very wrong a mistake that i dun wanna do it again.. decided to let it fade naturally. i have grown and matured and i learned more. feel kinda bad actually for scolding my friend over his love personality yesterday night but have good intentions..just hope he changed to the better. if not he really have to go through what i went through which will regret at the later part. sighs. still regret.. all i can do is remind myself not to repeat it
cmon tomorrow.. let me study . SEPTEMBER please be better even though is the revision period for Os.. block periods, LSPs. endless sleep. am i prepared for it?
Dnt is crap i still thinking it sometimes.. i did not finish what i suppose to finish despite the effort i put in.. but is over already have to focus on other subjects.
Music = my life, my source for my feelings,

Music = My life, No music = No Life
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taken from:
http://www.fanpop.com/spots/music/images/31267093/title/music-fanart

Macritche10km run/trek (28/03/2012)

~ The beginning of Tree Top Walk~

~Jeffrey never fails to pose when a camera is on him ;) haha~

~Middle of the Tree Top Bridge haha manage to persuade Jerry to take a picture~

~A view from the Bridge~

~Still a long way to go!~

~While going down a wooden stairs i saw a type of moth in its caterpillar form*could not find its specific moth name*~

~A Red Dragonfly Had a very hard time taking this picture~

~Another one spotted on the wooden planks this Dragonfly kept flying around took about 15min to take this picture without alarming it~

~A green brownish with yellow spots butterfly spotted by chance when we were walking along the track~

~A male and a female butterfly attracting each other. seems like its going to mate anytime ~

~Had Chicken Stew after the tiring run and trek~

~Mushroom cafe..sadly it is not there anymore. all of us ordered iced milo~

~i forget whats the name but is Jeffrey's meal seems delicious too~









These picture is taken at 28-03-2012 it been a long while ago, did not have the time to post it until now.. do not really feel like studying so shall blog! haha. yea we wanted to run 10km straight but halfway the track is impossible to run.. too many tree roots and rocks need jump around is slippery and dangerous as the night before it rained and almost slip and fall while stepping on the rocks. and i relies Macritche is not a place to run is a place to trek but a good place to relax yourself from urban stress. wanted to take pictures of monkeys but i cant. too many of them in  a group. i took picture of them before and they jumped wanted to attack me so they feel threatened when you wanna take a picture of them so i decided to stop and let them be. a good run a good trek wish to go back there someday to take pictures again.