O level results

The day that every secondary school student would fear and worry had come which happens last week.

feel like blogging today so i shall talk about my results,

Actually i am not really worried or nervous about it, maybe cause i work for too long so the feeling of fear and stuff is gone is because either i prepared for the worst or i am just too busy to even care about it.

on the day itself.. i went back to school with my clique. and just nice we entered school we see our operation manager which is also our discipline master 2 (if i am not wrong..when i see his status in the year book) .

he caught my friend due to his long hair but let us off as our hair is not as long as his but is not short either. he just cut slack on us a little. like not too strict with us.

the first news i received is about my DNT results my teacher told me and my clique that no one scored a distinction.. 

To me i kinda expected it as i did not complete my journal and during theory i almost flunk the whole paper . but my 2 months of effort is wasted..fought so hard for a distinction but in the end. i got a B3.

my grades are like this
English D7

Combine Humans ( History/ Social Studies) A2 

E. Maths B3

Combine Science ( Chem/Phy ) B3

DNT B3

Chinese C6

 

L1R4 18

minus CCA point 16 

Due to D7 for English i only eligible for engineering courses. kinda wasted .. but is alright as i initially already plan to enter a engineering course.

i predicted my score would be 15. so i kinda reached my own expectations.. quite happy for my combine humans as is really my best subject even though i am not a very language person. but i am not a science person too. i have to thank my teacher too. he been teaching me since secondary 3 till i graduate and i am his last student before he took up a position of vice principle in my school.  

my clique most of us did not do as well as expected.. but..we did tried to fight for our o level certificate. not a smooth journey for us since the beginning of secondary five and i am not expecting anything easier in the future.

After everything ends i went back to my friend house to take my bag and go to Toa Payoh to meet my friend to collect my One Piece shirt. is quite awesome haha.

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Despite all these...life moves on ..so when you fall.. make sure you stand up and walk again.

Commitment,Responsibility? The thing that drives me?

                  

Is like my 2nd day officially that i moved up to office for my work, it was a good experience for me for the past 2 days. my managers all seems fierce but all treat me quite good like they were my in-charge but they are not. Some manager give me food like homemade sandwiches and biscuit and say i should eat more as i am still growing and feel hungry during work, some gave me gifts and thanked me for helping out. i feel quite blessed as i feel quite like home as they were taking care of me even though i am just a  normal temporary part time stuff. they call me as "小弟弟" which means little boy in chinese.
even though  i have not see some bad side about working in office. but is my work place for next 2 months till end of march so i have to enjoy working there if not is going to be a hard time for me.

When i am at office i hold some responsibilities which is like i have to work till end of march with kinda fixed day offs. which is every Sunday and either Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday   . and the responsibility of doing my current job scope which is checking of redemption letters and the company online store.
Even though i can like request for a off day but when i think of it. a single day off will result in a lot of pending work needed to be done so i did not request any day off
 the same thing apply when i am at customer service counter.
Every Saturday i will return to customer service counter and work, but when i know counter is lacked of people i would not ask for day offs. i just feel the responsibility is on me or i just plainly work for money.

For the past few days after work i feel nothing. emptiness is in me. i dunno weather isit i lacked of a companion or just because my responsibility have ended for the day and i dunno what to do and what to feel , felt lost? when i work i wan my work to end faster so that i can rest, but after work i feel like working somemore to kill the emptiness inside me. or this is called working life? too used to work..that without working. u feel weird? i dunno.. all i know without this commitment or responsibility my life wont move forward that much.

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