Middle of Os.

sorry to my viewers, if there is, for not really updating my blog these few weeks as i am currently having my Os but it will be over in 2 weeks time haha and i will definitely post pictures again^^. 

frankly speaking it is not easy to walk this road alone. sometimes i really wish there is somebody is walking with me. i thought of my ex as when ever i need someone she be there but yea i know is over already..long time ago is already over. but oh well it made me stronger to face everything alone.

i am most afraid of failing people expectations than my own expectations. when i see they place their hopes on me it make me work even harder.. but i fear more too. The fear of letting them down. 

i under performed during my science practical and to me is a very big blow as science is always my core subject, is one of my best and i aiming for an distinction in the beginning  now. i still have to do my best hoping to fight for a B3 at least.

before i work on science i need to prepare for my social studies exam which is tomorrow 29/10/12

 5 consecutive days of social studies really kills. could not memorise anything so i decided to do my notes ..and i took 2 days... now left 1 day to memorise 4 chapters.. about 15 essays?so ya.. i need to get my distinction for combine humanities. must not under perform.. 

mentally, emotionally physically tired. but what to do.. give my all..2 weeks..

Graduation Day 2012 (12/10/12)

Today is my school graduation ceremony 5 years have passed and it come to an end of my secondary school life. i have very wonderful and fun time during this 5 years . there is no words to describe what i experience in Beatty. there is tough times as well but without it our bonds would not get stronger. i do miss the days where i have my leadership roles in Boys Brigade and Sports Leaders plan and execute events. i learn a lot of stuff and really grew up a fair bit and all this is thanks to the teachers that did not give up in teaching us. i miss doing performance from precision drill to dancing. i still remember i first performed was during early sec 2 and i start to prepare it at the end of sec 1, went through very tough training like changing of full uniform in 3 min and change back and forth. a changing parade. endure the hot sun. man do miss those days. i start to join sports leader during sec 2 and learned abseiling, rock climbing, kayaking and various leadership concepts and skills as well as event management and planning.
my whole secondary school life can be written as a book. i will find one day after Os to type out all my experiences in secondary school that i still remember and keep it as a form of a school dairy.
one more day less. 5 days more to Os. lets do this.